Mardi 27 octobre 2009
2
27
/10
/Oct
/2009
18:17
Samedi 24 octobre 2009
6
24
/10
/Oct
/2009
18:19
I don't know where that comes but I earned 200 of them in a day.
I always told myself that those who had more than 10.000 were people that were beginning to emerge pretty well, that were doing live performances and stuff, which is not my case. Well I'm a bit bored about the fact that what I do leads to nothing. I mean, I compose music, I almost have no communication with my listeners. I don't know what they're thinking of my music, and I don't want a junkie audience.thinkin'bout that. I just want to make lives so people can see what I do, broadcast my music and enjoying myself on stage by fucking my Traktor DJ Studio. I wanna get contacts to play at many places, doing 1st parts and stuff. But I wonder if it's possible just by sending e-mails, and if it changes something about meeting people "in real life", managers, music places owners or whatever.
Anyway, I'd love to get booked, and I can't wait for it. Moreover, I should play in a band (drums guitar bass and even computer) next month, and it's always better to get known while being in a group.
I always told myself that those who had more than 10.000 were people that were beginning to emerge pretty well, that were doing live performances and stuff, which is not my case. Well I'm a bit bored about the fact that what I do leads to nothing. I mean, I compose music, I almost have no communication with my listeners. I don't know what they're thinking of my music, and I don't want a junkie audience.thinkin'bout that. I just want to make lives so people can see what I do, broadcast my music and enjoying myself on stage by fucking my Traktor DJ Studio. I wanna get contacts to play at many places, doing 1st parts and stuff. But I wonder if it's possible just by sending e-mails, and if it changes something about meeting people "in real life", managers, music places owners or whatever.
Anyway, I'd love to get booked, and I can't wait for it. Moreover, I should play in a band (drums guitar bass and even computer) next month, and it's always better to get known while being in a group.
Mardi 13 octobre 2009
2
13
/10
/Oct
/2009
20:49
from the "Boulevard de l'Université".
I liked the weather, it was fresh, I was walking with my scarf, my jacket, my pants, to go buy a 6-pack of water, lip balm and a bottle of Diet Coke. ♥
Cold's not that bad. It's a nice time to warm ourselves up, I like that the evening in my duvet, it helps to sleep.
Bad photomontage, I know, but at least it gives an overview.
I liked the weather, it was fresh, I was walking with my scarf, my jacket, my pants, to go buy a 6-pack of water, lip balm and a bottle of Diet Coke. ♥
Cold's not that bad. It's a nice time to warm ourselves up, I like that the evening in my duvet, it helps to sleep.
Bad photomontage, I know, but at least it gives an overview.
Lundi 12 octobre 2009
1
12
/10
/Oct
/2009
18:46
I just came back from the "Maison de l'Etudiant" with my chinese mate DAN ('cause he had to do some photocopies), and...
I was surprised when I saw the PHOTOCOPIER. (Oh, this sweet way of shouting virtually.)
Well, okay, it means nothing for
you. But for me, it does.
Indeed, this photocopier is the perfect replica of the one I used to use for my "Expression plastique pseudo-fondamentale" (or pseudo-Fundamental Plastic Expression, I guess it's that) when I was in the last college year - and sometimes I used it for Art class ; I mean, it was there so we can use it for Art subjects. Should reminds some souvenirs to Adrien and the others that supported us in our non-school works.
Pseudo-Fundamental Plastic Expression ? What the fuck ? Well... these are all the bullshit we've made with Art, but that we couldn't give back to teachers because it was off the subjects. In fact, we were just doing this in class instead of working on the subjects we were given, 'cause we were bored as hell. I can't put all the works, they're all put in a paper folder that looks to be 21x30x3cm = 1290cm³, but the point of this folder is Mr. Connard (or Mr. Bastard). Many works are black and white, due to the photocopier, of course.
I was surprised when I saw the PHOTOCOPIER. (Oh, this sweet way of shouting virtually.)
Well, okay, it means nothing for
you. But for me, it does.Indeed, this photocopier is the perfect replica of the one I used to use for my "Expression plastique pseudo-fondamentale" (or pseudo-Fundamental Plastic Expression, I guess it's that) when I was in the last college year - and sometimes I used it for Art class ; I mean, it was there so we can use it for Art subjects. Should reminds some souvenirs to Adrien and the others that supported us in our non-school works.
Pseudo-Fundamental Plastic Expression ? What the fuck ? Well... these are all the bullshit we've made with Art, but that we couldn't give back to teachers because it was off the subjects. In fact, we were just doing this in class instead of working on the subjects we were given, 'cause we were bored as hell. I can't put all the works, they're all put in a paper folder that looks to be 21x30x3cm = 1290cm³, but the point of this folder is Mr. Connard (or Mr. Bastard). Many works are black and white, due to the photocopier, of course.
Vendredi 9 octobre 2009
5
09
/10
/Oct
/2009
01:53
You know what ? I am living my last hours as a minor. And I'm anguished. I'm stuck at my 17 years old. Now people are going to say that I do great things but that I'm 18, and that annoys me as hell. 17 or before were just fine to me. I think that I do and I've done things that exceed what most people above my age do and...well. 18 years old, is... 18, 20, 23, there's no more difference, it looks all the same to me. I don't know, 15 to 16 makes one, 16 to 17 makes another one, 14 to 15 as well, it's just a question of numbers for me ; 14 you're mediocre, 15 you're a bit better or worse, 16 you get on your feet, 17 you're finally on your feet, stuck on the floor, and 18... 19, 20, 21, so what, there's nothing. They're gonna be the same. I see it that way, people will see me as an adult. I just think I'm a young boy making great things and that's the way I want to stay, but well, it just goes, time flows... The other ones them wants to be adults since they're 13 or 14. I just wanna stay this kid full of life, not growing me a beard nor hair so I can look more like a man, wilder, sexier, and oh yes it does exist, I noticed that 18 year-old people are much into it. Girls... get their dresses and their tights, but well that's another story. Anyway, minor or adult I'll still live in this crappy world and I won't find the peace because no country is able to give it nowadays.
Well, a last picture.
"Rose_ .
Benjamin. ♥, dit :
O
M
F
G
Ce que tu es beau"
I did not say it. ♥
Listen to Time Flows.
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